So..I know I’ve been posting a lot lately, but I haven’t had much else to do. It’ll make up for all the times I’m busy. Plus, I have had a lot on my mind which always increases my number of posts. So anyways..I’m so confused about life. I don’t really know what to think..I have so many questions. The problem is I can’t ask any of them. Well, I can..and I will eventually. But right now, I’m waiting on people to just randomly answer them..however, I think that is a futile pursuit. And honestly, I think it all comes down to patience. I want to know now what’s going on..and I think I need to work on just sitting back and waiting. Although it wouldn’t kill the people in my life to be clear on things. I take things too personal and read way too much into things..I know that..but some people aren’t giving me many other options. so I guess I will just keep waiting..maybe they will answer my questions or maybe the opportuinity will arise for me to ask them my questions..or maybe things will just fall into place..who knows..I just hate not knowing..but perhaps this is a good thing and a lesson I need to learn..
Just a thought..
Amanda
