Tweet So I woke up this morning to it being 21 degrees outside and snow flakes starting to fall. Needless to say that was not the best way to start a Friday morning. Sadly, I hate snow. I don’t know why, but unless I can stay in bed, I would rather it be hot and sunny. When I graduate I am moving somewhere warm, although with my luck I will get a job in Michigan:) but on to a different topic, besides for the weather this is my favorite time of year. I absoultely love the holidays!! They make me so happy!! and I can’t wait to be home with…
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Sing…
Tweet How can I keep from singing your praiseHow can I ever say enough how amazing is your loveHow can I keep from shouting your nameI know I am loved by the KingAnd it makes my heart want to sing I was singing at church the other night, and one of my friends told me later that I have a beautiful voice. I laughed it off cuz singing is not my cup of tea. God didn’t bless me with a beautiful voice..or so I think. But I am sitting here thinking about how much I want to sing! But not just to sing, I want to sing to God. I…
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Wow
Tweet I am utterly amazed at how often I can fail and yet everyday be reminded of how amazing God is. I am listening to a song and the chorus goes, You and I were made to worship. You and I were called to love.You and I are forgiven and free. You and I embrace surrender.You and I choose to believe. You and I will see, we were meant to be.And as I sit here in a computer lab on campus, I realize this is my calling in life. Not to be so busy I have no time to think. Not to get a 4.0. Not to be the best…
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Get back up..
Tweet I am utterly amazed how many curveballs life throws at you. I know God never intended it to be easy, but I at least thought it would be manageable. And I know it is, but sometimes I feel like everytime I get my bearings, something else comes and knocks the wind right out of my sails. I am supposed to be studying business law..but my mind is so full of thoughts I can’t focus. I am hoping after this I will be able to concentrate on the Constitution. 🙂 So do you ever wonder why people are so thick-headed sometimes. I have realized that I think some people just…
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God is too good
Tweet I came home this weekend for the first time since school started and boy did I need to do that. It had just come to a point where I needed a break from college life. So I came home and realized once again how truly amazing the God is that I serve and how often I fall short of showing that in my own life. I spent the weekend with my family, relaxing and doing some odd and end things..not as much homework as I needed to but oh well. This morning I got to go to my church which is my favorite part of coming home. I miss…
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R-E-J-E-C-T-I-O-N
Tweet 1.The act of rejecting or the state of being rejected.2.Something rejectedThat might be my sole biggest fear–that one word. REJECTION. Not that anyone particularly likes it, in fact, you might need to get your head checked if you enjoy it, but it is a fear that I have seen more evident in my life the past year then ever before. I am always on the defense-always protecting me..hiding inside my shell and pushing everyone else away. And even the things I have done have often been done in the name of saving myself from rejection. Why I am so scared of it, I can’t tell you. Perhaps it’s the…
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it’s been a weird weekend..:/
Tweet Got a picture of you I carry in my heartClose my eyes to see it when the world gets darkGot a memory of you I carry in my soulI wrap it close around me when the nights get coldIf you asked me how I’m doin’ I’d say just fine But the truth is baby, if you could read my mindNot a day goes by that I don’t think of youAfter all this time you’re still with me it’s trueSomehow you remain locked so deep insideBaby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes byI still wait for the phone in the middle of the night Thinkin’ you might call me…
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Confused..
Tweet so I decided life is unfair… Why in the world do people think that a 19 year old has enough wisdom to decide what they would be happy doing for the rest of their life? like seriously..I mean, I know you have those people with passions..things they have always wanted to do and they go to college and do it..and are happy. I have never been one of those people. I have never in my life been satisfied with something. Why I thought things would change when I came to college I don’t know. but here I am, a year into college with absolutely no idea what I want…
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Unfailing Love..
Tweet You have my heartAnd I am yours foreverYou are my strengthGod of grace and powerEverything you hold in your handStill you make time for meI can’t understandPraise you God of earth and skyHow beautiful is Your unfailing loveAnd You never change God you remainThe holy of my unfailing loveThis is my favorite song right now..I was listening to it tonight as I was sitting here almost in tears and I realized that no matter how much I think life is spinning out of control and how down I get-I have a God who loves me unfailingly..I think I just made up that word:) No matter what happens during the…
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just one of my thoughts…
Tweet I honestly believe there is someone out there that doesn’t need reassurance that you miss them or love them..they just know..they know because you talk to them and because your with them..not because you tell them every 5 minutes..all that does is cheapen the words so they are as normal as saying hi..and they know that just because a few days goes by..you havent forgotten about them or changed the way you feel..you just have been busy or you got sick..or maybe you had other things to deal with..but at the end of the day, regardless of whether you talked to them or not..they know they are yours and…