• Faith

    God is too good

    Tweet I came home this weekend for the first time since school started and boy did I need to do that. It had just come to a point where I needed a break from college life. So I came home and realized once again how truly amazing the God is that I serve and how often I fall short of showing that in my own life. I spent the weekend with my family, relaxing and doing some odd and end things..not as much homework as I needed to but oh well. This morning I got to go to my church which is my favorite part of coming home. I miss…

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    I’m back..

    Tweet Life is so incredibly crazy it’s unbelieveable! First of all, I was the smart one who decided I could handle 19 credit hours!! Don’t ever do that..I don’t care who you are..it’s hard!! So I spend almost every free moment studying..which is what I am supposed to be doing now:) On top of that this week is recruitment! which I am so excited about!! I can’t wait to get new sisters!! but it’s a huge..HUGE..commitment of time and energy! so every waking moment starting Thursday that I am not in class I will be at recruitment..until Monday night!! Don’t except to see much of me again for awhile:) On…

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    venting..

    Tweet I just felt the need to write in my blog. It has been one of those weeks that can only be explained and made better through a blog post. I am back at school and it is going well. Things are better then expected with roommates and life is slowly getting busier, but still manageable. I have been working all week which has been crazy fun but crazy tiring. The one thing I really want right now is my pillow and my bed..but alas, I am stuck in a computer lab until 6 tonight. I played volleyball last night and hurt my wrist..typing is a challenge..but lucky for me,…

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    I’m back..

    Tweet ok..so I decided I should update the few readers I have left.. Life has gotten somewhat better since the last time I wrote. God is amazing that is one thing I will say for sure! He always shows up right when I am at my lowest..which has happened a lot this summer. Trying to change your life doesn’t come without trouble from the devil. Of course, he had me right where he wanted me..and I decided that was far from where God wanted me. God has been faithful in providing the finances I needed for college which is a huge answer to prayers and my plans for next summer…

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    Tweet I’m frustrated! and the best thing I could come up with was to revisit my poor blog I abandoned so long ago. so I’m frustrated with my life. I have no idea where it is going and I can’t seem to enjoy the ride. I seem to be always looking for the next stage and not having any idea what it is, I just get more frustrated. I am saddened over some of the decisions I made last year and while I am trying to bask in Christ’s forgiveness..it’s hard to let go of it and accept that I can move on. I am tired of people not being…

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    R-E-J-E-C-T-I-O-N

    Tweet 1.The act of rejecting or the state of being rejected.2.Something rejectedThat might be my sole biggest fear–that one word. REJECTION. Not that anyone particularly likes it, in fact, you might need to get your head checked if you enjoy it, but it is a fear that I have seen more evident in my life the past year then ever before. I am always on the defense-always protecting me..hiding inside my shell and pushing everyone else away. And even the things I have done have often been done in the name of saving myself from rejection. Why I am so scared of it, I can’t tell you. Perhaps it’s the…

  • Faith

    it’s been a weird weekend..:/

    Tweet Got a picture of you I carry in my heartClose my eyes to see it when the world gets darkGot a memory of you I carry in my soulI wrap it close around me when the nights get coldIf you asked me how I’m doin’ I’d say just fine But the truth is baby, if you could read my mindNot a day goes by that I don’t think of youAfter all this time you’re still with me it’s trueSomehow you remain locked so deep insideBaby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes byI still wait for the phone in the middle of the night Thinkin’ you might call me…

  • Faith,  Social Justice

    Confused..

    Tweet so I decided life is unfair… Why in the world do people think that a 19 year old has enough wisdom to decide what they would be happy doing for the rest of their life? like seriously..I mean, I know you have those people with passions..things they have always wanted to do and they go to college and do it..and are happy. I have never been one of those people. I have never in my life been satisfied with something. Why I thought things would change when I came to college I don’t know. but here I am, a year into college with absolutely no idea what I want…

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    wow..it’s been awhile..

    Tweet so everyone has probably stopped reading this by now..heck, I would have long ago. but I know it’s been so long since I have written. It’s funny how you go through stages in your life..I used to keep a journal every day and the I switched to writing in my blog and then I found a friend with whom I shared everything..and now I am back to blogging. At least for today. I missed it..this old blog and me have had many memories together. so I finished my first year of college..can you believe it?! I did it! I am no longer a college freshman. it’s crazy to think…

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    Survivor!

    Tweet So this is pretty much my favorite show in the world! but I just wanted to say that Jeff was wearing a bright purple shirt which was something that I don’t know has ever happened! 🙂 Just a random fact..