Tweet I will never harm you. Open your heart, I have loved you from the start. (Song for You by Jenny and Tyler) Those words hit me today. I was listening to the song they came from and that line is repeated ten times. I think the songwriters knew I needed to hear that. Lately, I have sorta felt like life is falling apart and I don’t know which way is up. As I try to muddle through big decisions with little information, I am coming to the realization that the core of my struggle is an inability to trust. I don’t trust God or myself. I don’t trust that…

Tweet My favorite new song! You know me so well | each and every part | so much better than i know myself | every layer of my heart | but it’s different with the world | i won’t let anyone come in | can’t let them know about my sin ‘cause what will the think of me | when they finally see | this little girl they know | doesn’t let her bruises show | what will the think of me | when they finally see | this little girl they know | doesn’t let her bruises show |what will they think of me the pastor speaks | and…

Tweet A beautiful love song written from God to us by one of my new favorite bands.. Connersvine. It seems Your fixed foreverIn a world so close to herethough I see you running from meThe more you run the more your nearCause I was there in the beginningAnd I will be there in the endWith a heart that’s beating for youAnd a love that wants to mend Can you feel my love arisingfalling down from up aboveCan you see my heart’s horizonCan you feel my hunger loveWhen the world has left you lonelyand you’ve finally had enoughyou’ll know my feet are runningrunning for my hunger love Let me show you…

Tweet So I am a crazy David Crowder fan! He is one of my all time favorite artists. Perhaps because I love to sing his songs on the top of my lungs when no one is around! 🙂 but anyways.. my current favorite song is You are my Joy. It’s a very simply song proclaiming that You (God) is my joy. Joy is a different emotion. We often equate it with happiness, but I think that is a poor definition of joy. One definition of Webster that I like is “a source or cause of delight.” So another way of singing You are my Joy would be to say You…

Tweet How can I keep from singing your praiseHow can I ever say enough how amazing is your loveHow can I keep from shouting your nameI know I am loved by the KingAnd it makes my heart want to sing I was singing at church the other night, and one of my friends told me later that I have a beautiful voice. I laughed it off cuz singing is not my cup of tea. God didn’t bless me with a beautiful voice..or so I think. But I am sitting here thinking about how much I want to sing! But not just to sing, I want to sing to God. I…

Tweet Got a picture of you I carry in my heartClose my eyes to see it when the world gets darkGot a memory of you I carry in my soulI wrap it close around me when the nights get coldIf you asked me how I’m doin’ I’d say just fine But the truth is baby, if you could read my mindNot a day goes by that I don’t think of youAfter all this time you’re still with me it’s trueSomehow you remain locked so deep insideBaby, baby, oh baby, not a day goes byI still wait for the phone in the middle of the night Thinkin’ you might call me…

Tweet You have my heartAnd I am yours foreverYou are my strengthGod of grace and powerEverything you hold in your handStill you make time for meI can’t understandPraise you God of earth and skyHow beautiful is Your unfailing loveAnd You never change God you remainThe holy of my unfailing loveThis is my favorite song right now..I was listening to it tonight as I was sitting here almost in tears and I realized that no matter how much I think life is spinning out of control and how down I get-I have a God who loves me unfailingly..I think I just made up that word:) No matter what happens during the…

Tweet Jesus Take the WheelTake it from my hands cuz I can’t do this on my own, I’m letting goso, give me one more chance, save me from this road I’m onJesus, Take the Wheel