From a friend..how sweet:) 

Faith Biblical Counseling Training Conference. That’s where I have spent the last two days and will spend the remainder of my week. Sitting for 13 hours a day soaking in God’s word from amazing pastors and teachers. Meeting members of the Body of Christ from around the world. It is awesome! God is doing a lot in my life. When I have more time I will blog a lot about it.

Just a thought..

Amanda

Procrastination. It is one thing I am good at. Take right now for instance. My lovely teachers felt compelled to assign me an abnormal amount of homework over my break, but yet am I working on any of it? No..I am writing in my blog. (But as soon as I finish, I am going to work on some of it..)

Anyways..on to the point of this blog as soon as I can remember what it was. Ok..nevermind, I don’t really have anything to write about. 🙂

Just some random thoughts..

Amanda

Yep..that’s right! I love Napoleon Dynamite! And I found this website! It’s funny!

Just a thought..

Amanda

sometimes I need to re-read what I write..

Just a thought..

Amanda

So..I know I’ve been posting a lot lately, but I haven’t had much else to do. It’ll make up for all the times I’m busy. Plus, I have had a lot on my mind which always increases my number of posts. So anyways..I’m so confused about life. I don’t really know what to think..I have so many questions. The problem is I can’t ask any of them. Well, I can..and I will eventually. But right now, I’m waiting on people to just randomly answer them..however, I think that is a futile pursuit. And honestly, I think it all comes down to patience. I want to know now what’s going on..and I think I need to work on just sitting back and waiting. Although it wouldn’t kill the people in my life to be clear on things. I take things too personal and read way too much into things..I know that..but some people aren’t giving me many other options. so I guess I will just keep waiting..maybe they will answer my questions or maybe the opportuinity will arise for me to ask them my questions..or maybe things will just fall into place..who knows..I just hate not knowing..but perhaps this is a good thing and a lesson I need to learn..

Just a thought..

Amanda

Yes..more then anything, I hate not having anything to do. This has plagued me since I was young. I believe that is why I began talking to myself. (but that is a different story) I will do anything to avoid being bored. But Sunday(today) rolled around and I had nothing to do. I finished all my homework Saturday when I was bored and by 1:00 Sunday had finished everything that needed done for this week. So I have sat around for 6 hours. I made cookies, but I am a bad cookie maker and had a recipie that was wrong so they taste awful. 🙁 I cleaned my room yesterday so that didn’t need done. I didn’t sleep last night, but am not tired and would like to be able to sleep tonight so I decided against taking a nap. Now I am blogging and rambling on about nothing. It is really not solving my problem and if anyone is still reading I give you mucho brownie points..I would make you some for real, but alas I cannot bake or cook to save my life. Three years of home ect. didn’t do me much good. This is one time when I must say, I would have liked to have some homework..I know you are all gasping in amazement that I would actually want homework. But it will happen that I sat around Sunday with nothing to do, and Tuesday or Thursday night when I have a million other things to do I will be swamped with homework..how it works out that way I have no idea..but anyways, I’m done rambling. I am going to finish this blog, put my pj’s on and watch football. I’m not a huge fan of either teams playing..but I think I will root for the Steeler’s..I might be disowned if I don’t:) 😉

Just some random thoughts..

Amanda