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    I’m off..

    It’s finally arrived…senior trip!!! I am so stinkin’ excited! 11 days with my class…only the Lord knows what’s in store, but I am sure it will be a blast! See..I have the best class..maybe not the best in the world, but they are the best to me..I love each and every one of them..and spending some time with just the seniors is gonna be awesome! I can’t wait..so tomorrow we embark on a journey that is certain to be full of many many laughs. Thanks go out to my seniors-you all are the best! Love ya guys…can’t wait for our trip..it’s gonna be a blast!!

    Just a thought..
    Amanda

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    those few people..

    God has been teaching me alot about the importance of being faithful and the importance of never becoming comfortable..I have learned over the past few months that there are those few people in your life you can always count on..the very few who call you to hang out..the very few who offer a kind word of encouragement…the very few who offer to help you out..the very few who you can call at 11:00 at night to chat about your fight with your boyfriend, or your stupid idea…the very few who are willing to step out of what is comfortable into what is awkward, but right..and then there are the many who you can count on to leave you out..the many you can count on to be rude…the many you can count on to point out your every mistake..the many you can count on to never be there..never offer to help..the many who are perfectly fine with what is comfortable and complain when it is not comfortable..so why is the table so unevenly stacked? why is the gap so wide? I don’t know..and I don’t think I ever will..human nature perhaps..people are just naturally more attracted to what is comfortable. So when something is done enough and becomes comfortable it becomes normal and what feels best. I am not perfect in this area..but I can see how becoming comfortable hurts a lot of people..getting to the point of being ok with where you are hinders your own walk..and it is very obvious to those around you..so I challenge you…look at your life as I look at mine…are there areas we are comfortable in? are there ways we could change? I know I can think of many ways..can you?

    Just a thought..
    Amanda

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    April Showers bring..(ec)

    Graduation!! YAY..Yep..in a little more then a month I will be graduating. No more highschool..ever again!! I am so excited! I love my friends to death and I will miss seeing them every day..but I can’t wait to be done!! I can see the light and I know it’s coming..

    April showers also brings senior trip, eagle fit, jr.sr. and exam week which means my days of actually attending school are few as well..I think I have maybe 20 days of actual school left..whoo hoo!!

    What else…well, I am just ready for May to get here!!

    just a thought..
    Amanda

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    On a different note..

    I am all signed up for classes in the fall!! I am taking 17 credit hours..a big load for a first semester freshman, but my only option if I actually want to graduate in four years. It’s getting harder and harder to do that. I went down to orientation Thursday..I know, odd time to go..but I was on spring break so I figured I might as well get it out of the way. My schedule is da bomb!! There are only two days I have to get up early and even those days my first class isn’t until 9!! Whoo hoo! I love it down there too. I really think this is where God wants me. Everytime I go visit I get more excited about actually being a college student. Yes, I will be homesick and yes, I am sure there will be times I want to quit-but the best place in the world is in the center of God’s will and I truly feel a peace about this decision.

    Just a thought..
    Amanda

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    those times..

    This is one of those times I wish would never end and yet am so excited about the end. Two months of highschool left-and my emotions could not be more haywire. On the one hand, I’m totally siked about graduating-moving on, becoming a big college freshman:) (ok..a little puny freshman) but on the other, I am going to miss seeing my friends everyday, I’m gonna miss being around them, laughing with them, crying with them. See, in the fall I will be packing up and heading 4 hours south to attend college. No more two second drives to Angela’s to borrow a shirt..man, I am going to miss them..and then there’s this whole business of Adam..what am I ever going to do about him! But right now, I am just going to make memories and enjoy the time I have left..and while my emotions continue to go haywire, I am so thankful for my friends who keep my at least partially sane:) love ya all….

    Just some thoughts..
    Amanda

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    Future events..

    Have you ever wondered what the future will hold? I suppose if you are a living, breathing human at some point you have pondered what the rest of your life held. Perhaps because graduation and college are getting closer, or because of Adam, or simply the thought of getting older-I have been thinking about it a lot lately. Granted, I am very much enjoying the present-I can’t believe in a few short months I will be 4 hours away from all my dear beloved friends. They are the greatest–I can’t begin to talk of how much I love them. I will miss them something terrible..but I know in each life, we must move forward–not forgetting the past, but making memories in the present. Still, I do wish God would impart some of His knowledge of my future. And then I realize that if God had told me 5 years ago what I would be doing now, I probably would have laughed in His face. So I think he withholds us the information for good reasons..it has taught much more about the idea of trusting in God. I have struggled with that my whole life, but lately, I have seen how faithful God is and how much He is deserving of my full trust. See, I don’t know how my future is gonna turn out..but that’s ok. God knows, and if I will do my part-then He will do His. He is the creator of everything, loving and faithful and the almighty God–what more could I ask for! Yet He gave me more then I ever deserve..and I know my future is gonna be awesome because I have God designing it!!!!!

    Proverbs 3:5-6..

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    On Rainy days I like to..(ec)

    It is a rainy day today. And I’m not much a fan of rainy days-although I have many fond memories associated with them. However, when it is cold and rainy all I want to do is sleep and watch TV. It very much serves as an energy zapper.. I hate running errands in the rain..the constant getting in and out of the car in the rain. But if it is warm and rainy then I love it. Perhaps some of my favorite times are in the summer when it is warm and raining and you can go play in the puddles or run through the raindrops.. (I’ll admit, I’m still very much a kid in this area:) ) I love to play in the puddles. And I love the smell of summer rain.. I also like to read on rainy days..or get caught up on whatever I am behind on..

    Just a thought..
    amanda

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    My dream had finally come true..(ec)

    God gave me what I want. Or what I thought I wanted. It was the thing I had dreamed about for so long, and finally it was mine. But now I didn’t want it..I had taken things into my own hands and had determined that I knew better-only to realize that all along God had only wanted the best for me, and wasn’t withholding something from me that I needed.

    Isn’t that how it always happens? we want something so bad and God finally says, “Ok, you can have it,” and we promptly realize that God did know better and it really wasn’t what we wanted. This is a scary thought. The bible talks about how God gave them over to their sinful desires and let them do what they pleased-I don’t know about you..but I don’t want God to give me over to my sinful desires. I am thankful that thus far He has not allowed me to get too far into sin before providing escape and opening my eyes-and I pray that I never get to a place where God says, “ok, fine-do what you please.” I want to always be at a place where I am willing to wait on God’s timing so that when I do get it, it is better then I could have ever dreamed of or got on my own.

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    State Champs Baby!

    Just to let you all know..

    Faith Christian Varisty Eagles (guys and girls) are the 2005 IACS state champs! Oh ya..we rock! What a great way to end it all up! It was an exciting weekend and so fun to see our girls beat BA:) They needed to be beat.. And our guys played extremely well, even though they were missing two players to injury..(I love you Jon and Paul!) I so much enjoyed cheering on the teams..great season everyone!!

    Now back to my senior thesis..:(
    Amanda