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    It’s 40 minutes until Christmas day! I can’t wait..I’m so excited! I honestly don’t think I’ve been more excited about Christmas or my birthday any year. But you know, I’m not so much excited about opening my gifts..I just can’t wait for my family to open their gifts. I splurged this year..and spent more than I had planned on Christmas..I have no gas, no money..but you know, I haven’t been this happy in awhile. I have so much, and not that the rest of my family doesn’t..but they don’t have closets full of clothes and shoes. I was able to spend some time with those close to me, and have truly come to realize that impact this season has. If there were no Christmas, we would be on a fast downward sprial to hell. God has blessed me in so many ways, and for the first time in my life, I am content. Perhaps there will always be that sweater or pair of shoes that I want, but I am not going to make it my obession..I am going to focus on the one thing I’m not content with-my walk with God. I hope you all can find the joy and satisfaction of a life with Christ!

    Merry Christmas!!

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    Life

    Life

    Life is all about choices! Sometimes you have to make easy choices..like what to wear; and sometimes you have to make hard choices. But sometimes you get choices made for you. My mom is going to school at Christina’s and I get my hair done there. Going in without a clue what you want it a scary endeavor. Last time I came out shorter and blonde. This time I’m a redhead. One of my new friends Amber did it, and I love it. Although I think it is the biggest change I’ve made thus far. So anyways, I went in there not really knowing what I wanted but knowing I wanted something different. So the head instructor comes over and tells her to use Cherry Cola and rocket fire. Two hair colors which translated mean red. Not having a clue what that meant I said sure..I’ve have always carried the notion that it’s just hair and it ‘ll grow. So, 2 hours later, I finally saw the final look. I love it! I am glad the choice was made for me because I would have never come up with it on my own. But anyways, it’s Christmas break..and I’m already bored. I’m itching for something to do, but have yet to think of something, so I am cleaning my room and writing in my blog. Hope you all have a merry Christmas!!

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    Guys and Girlfriends

    Guys and Girlfriends..

    If there is one thing in this world that doesn’t mix it’s guys and girlfriends. I have been on both ends of this..and I can tell you, no matter how many promises you make, they don’t mix. “I’d never choose a guy over you they say” and I have in fact said this myself. But once you start to like a guy and find the feeling is mutual, things are never the same. Oh, they may think it is..but the only thing they talk about is this guy. And instead of wanting to hang out with you on their open Friday nights, they want to hang out with that guy. And the worst part, is they think they are treating you the same. They still think things are peachy. And as much as I love hearing about my friend’s love lives, it gets old really quick. And please, don’t think I’m jealous..because I am not in the least. I could tell my own saga of guys to them, but I have chosen to focus on my savior.

    I have given into the battle and I admit defeat. I know I am probably giving up to easily..but I’m not fighting for my friends’ attention. Too much is at stake. I’ll still be here if and when that guy breaks their heart..but sometimes actions are irreversible. I learned that lesson the hard way..and I still am working at rebuilding friendships I ruined all for a guy who could care less. but I know, they all think they have found the one. They think this is the key to their happiness. But let me tell you..it isn’t. And I wish you could see that. But like the defeated foe goes home from battle, shoulders drooping, eyes full of pain and anger-I too am walking away.

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    Well, for the first time on break..I can say I’m bored. I could probably be doing something..but it’s too early to start on my to-do list for this break. So I thought I would write in my blog. I just have to think of something to write about. You know one thing I love about Christmas..we always get letters from our friends that we don’t talk to throughout the year. I love reading them and hearing about their lives. The people we used to see almost daily, now are only a thought at Christmas time. I think one of my favorite letters we got was from the pastors of our old church. Although we never hear from them throughout the year, they are ever-faithful in sending us a card and letter at the holidays. And they are very good at keeping us updated with things happening at our old church as well as sending pictures. It’s so neat to see how much people grow and change. However, I miss them..which is the one down side to Christmas. no wait, there is no down side to Christmas..that’s just the one part that could have some disadvantages. anyways, hope you all have a wonderful Christmas! Enjoy the time with your family and friends!!

    I’ll write occasionally when I feel led.:)

    Amanda

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    Christmas Break

    Christmas Break

    It’s official..School is out for Christmas Break!! I am so excited..this break was very much needed! I hope you all have a wonderful break and enjoy some much needed R and R..Let’s not let this break become all about us though! anyways..I’ll blog more later, just wanted to say Merry Christmas!!

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    Life is Good

    Life is good..

    You ever just sit back and think about how good life is? How sweet the mercy of God is? How awesome and amazing His love it? Tonight I served at the Christmas dinner for the staff at school and church, and I had a blast! I was reminded that the best things in life are the things we do to glorify and please God. No matter what it is.. I also realized that many ways God has chosen to bless me, and the many amazing people He has placed in my life. Exams are over..Christmas break is almost here. But as Mr. Grass reminded us today..it’s not about us and our time. That’s selfish and trust me..that will never make you happy! God is so good, and has lavishly bestowed blessings upon us! I am so thankful for Him and for my relationship with Him. I can’t tell you how many times I have messed up or how many times I will..but I do know that no matter what, He will forgive me. And like someone recently told me..God is interested in steps, not results! How awesome and full of hope that is..He doesn’t care if we ever fully arrive, because He knows we won’t..He just wants us to take steps. So needless to say, Life is great!

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    Friends

    Friends..

    This week is exam week, and that means half days or 1/4 of days! Today I finished school at 9:20..and Eve came home with me for a bit. We are crazy silly together..and so that was fun! A smoothie and some jibberish later we went back to school to get Brittany and Taylor. We went to Culver’s to eat..fun times again! We came back to the school again..something your not supposed to do!:) Kelly, Eve and I headed off to the mall..broke. But we had so much fun..it was good to be able to just have fun and not worry about the rest of life. We tried on prom dresses..and I have officially decided they do not fit me:) Heavens’ knows what I’ll do when jr./sr. rolls around! LOL

    I saw my old neighbor, which was cool. And I should be studying..I promise, after tomorrow I’ll write something that doesn’t end with, I should be studying:) Good luck on the rest of your finals!!

    I’m out..

    Amanda

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    Odds and Ends

    Odds and Ends

    Today was the first day of finals, and my birthday! All my hard ones are over..yay!! Not much else..

    Last night was the survivor finale..Sandra won. Not the person whom I wanted, but still she deserved it more than the other person. Jon was finally voted off…I can’t believe how far he made it. Just shows the sinfulness of our culture..and the acceptance of wrong as right. I wish D had won..she was my favorite person on the show! But hey, she got super far and will probably still get some modeling jobs out of the deal! I am a die hard survivor fan!! So now, my Thursdays are going to be lonely..but there is another season coming sometime!! Who will the new contestants be? What will they be like? Ah..the questions! But I will leave you all..since I’m probably the only person who actually cares:)