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First Casualty
So I had an awesome weekend! I went hiking on Saturday with some of my new friends here! and Sunday spent all day site-seeing around the island. This included a trip to the Grotto. A cave of sorts that fills with water and you can swim in it. So of course, I had to jump in. and once I jumped in once, I needed a new challenge. I saw these kids scaling the rock wall on the side to jump in. Being scared of water, my first thought was not to follow them, but the more I watched, the more I wanted to jump. So a really nice local boy helped me up the rock wall to a cliff about 20 feet above the water. I was looking down thinking, “what did I do???” but there was no turning back. So in I jumped. With a whole gamut of spectators cheering me on! It was awesome!!!! The not awesome part is that I cut my hand climbing up the wall. It wasn’t that bad of a cut, I washed it out and by the evening looked like it was healing up nicely. But at about midnight, I woke up with a horrible pain in my hand..I kept waking up off and on throughout the night with this horrible pain in my hand and fingers. When my alarm went off, I looked at my hand and thought..”uh oh” But lunch time, it was red, swollen, and filled with pus. (sorry for the details) The office staff was concerned so I called in a favor from a dear friend and went off to the urgent care. The diagnosis-an infection. and possibly a serious one. So I am on heavy antibiotics for the next week and under strict orders to come back if it doesn’t get better soon. It’s crazy-you just have to be so much more careful here because bacteria lives on everything and most of the coral is really sharp. So first casualty of the trip..an infected hand. I promised the doctor I would TRY to not come back again..but no promises. I am a bit of an adrenaline junkie:)I posted a bunch of pictures on Facebook, but I will share the beauty with my blog readers as well! -
Wednesday here..Tuesday there
It’s still weird to think about the time difference. I talk to my parents on different days. I am in the future. Kinda freaks me out if I really think about it. So I don’t. 🙂 Thankfully I do get to talk to them almost everyday. Skype is quite possibly one of the best inventions ever!ÂSo I am almost ready for school to start. In fact, probably too ready. Probably too stressed out about it. But it’s a big deal. I have never taught before and I am kinda nervous. Plus, I still feel like I am trying to figure out living in a new place. Although I am getting pretty settled in and enjoying my get-off-work-go-to-the-beach schedule. It’s pretty great. Although it makes working inside sometimes no fun..and it makes me want to be rebellious and leave a little early. 🙂I have also decided that I am going to work on memorizing the Sermon on the Mount this year. I am re-reading The Irresistible Revolution-one of my favorites. And I am studying through the gospels so I figured that would be a good challenge for the year. (as if I need any more!)ÂI don’t really have much to update today. I am still loving Saipan. Although missing some pretty special people back home..thank goodness they are so supportive!ÂThat’s all for now..write more later! Back to work! -
Week 1
I will just jump right in since so far today I have been very unproductive. I will continue the trend. I did get a couple bulletin boards finished and read through some ESL testing stuff. I have most of my first week planned out anyways so I am doing ok.Â
It has been an exciting week as the first week living anywhere new is. Exploring and getting to know my new surroundings has left me with several initial thoughts on life here.ÂOne, everything at the grocery store is more expensive. Living on an island means grocery shopping carries a little bit higher price tag. However, if that is the biggest problem I encounter, I think things will be fine.Two, it rains a lot here and that equals getting used to being wet and sticky. Especially because here rain brings with it lots of humidity. Thankfully I am adjusting just fine and spending every minute I can by/in the ocean.Three, geckos are the best kind of roommate to have. Aside from the initial freak out factor, they keep all the bugs away and don’t bother you at all.ÂFour, I love living on an island. Especially now because no one knows me so there is a level of freedom to try new things. Like dancing in the street:) and because I can leave my classroom and walk to the beach in literally five minutes-and that’s if I stop to put my suit on!ÂFive, I am starting to realize that this next year is going to provide ample time for soul-searching. Something I am very excited about and which I am sure will find its way to a blog post eventually.Alright, I am going to try to be productive for just a bit longer! Then it’s off to run or swim:)Â -
I’m back
Hafa Adai! (or hello)Ok I have decided to start blogging again. Mainly because I actually have something to blog about. I recently accepted a job as the Jr. high computers and ESL teacher for Saipan Community School. (Which is in Saipan, which is near Guam) If that still doesn’t help, then just google Saipan. So I packed up way too much stuff and moved half way around the world to live and teach on an island for a year. I have been here exactly a week now and am finally sleeping through the night and slowly getting used to life here. It’s been a crazy week-trying desperately to figure out what is going on in my classroom and how to tackle teaching. Â Talk about a new challenge. However, all the work has been mixed with plenty of beach walks and ocean swims-major perks of living on the beach:) Â So I plan on blogging over the next year or so on my thoughts and experiences while living in Saipan. Perhaps no one will read it, but it saves me from sending out a million e-mails!Â
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What does your birth month say about you?
so I don’t ever do these things, but I was bored at work and this one came out surprisingly close to my personality.
December:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical. -
NPR News update
If nothing else, maybe Economics will get me a date:)
Economy
Undergraduate Economics Sees Popularity Surge
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All Things Considered, March 1, 2009 · At Ohio’s Oberlin College, registration in undergrad economics classes is up 25 percent this year, and the chair of the department says he’s never seen anything like it. Host Robert Smith finds a similar surge in the classrooms of American University and across the country. So is undergraduate economics getting sexier? In a word: yes. -
Warfare
For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. Ephesians 6:12
This verse has been very clearly played out in my life lately. I am learning so much about prayer. Warfare prayer. About fighting. About rebuking. It’s hard. But God is good and I am growing. Perhaps painfully so, but nonetheless, being stretched and molded. I am learning to put on my armor. I am learning to give my burdens to God. and I am learning the lies and tactics Satan uses to keep us feeling defeated and prevent us from being the a powerful force to reckon with.
It’s tough. It’s been a rough few weeks. But God is faithful.
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Frustrated at the "Christian" Community
Yes-that’s a bold statement to make I realize. But I sat through an econ class this morning and listened to my professor and several classmates discuss the reality that there are no scientific facts to prove creationism and there are no scientific facts to disprove evolution. In other words, scientists are right in promoting evolution as fact and the truth and Christians are wrong for attempting to promote creationism and disprove evolution. It bothered me. Quite frankly, it angered me. But the anger wasn’t directed towards my professor. She is a highly educated individual who I respect greatly. I normally enjoy her classes. I would like to grill her brain about her knowledge in certain areas. Today though I got angry at Christians. Christians content to live in their bubble and be passionate only about church and “christian service.” Christians who will encourage someone to become a pastor or missionary, but fail to encourage the person who loves science because becoming a scientist isn’t as spiritual as becoming a missionary. Is there a need for missionaries? Of Course! How else will the world hear the Gospel? (Matthew 28:19-20)
But…
Where are the Christians in science? Where are the Christians in academia? Where are the Christians who are highly educated, Nobel Peace winners, professors, leading experts in their field? Why has evolution been allowed to permeate every aspect of our culture while Creation and Intelligent Design have been kicked out? I believe it is because we do not encourage Christians to go into science. We will let other people do that. We will let people who have no belief in our God become the experts. And once they are the experts, they can say whatever they want and people will believe them. They teach in our colleges and their viewpoints become the beliefs on my generation and the next. Thus my frustration at why is my desire to become a professor not considered as holy or spiritual as a decision to be a missionary? Isn’t being a missionary simply going to a mission field to share the message of Christ? And what bigger mission field that science or academia? Scholars, PhD professors, scientists, and the like tend to view Christians as uneducated and uninformed. They look at them as people who don’t know the facts so they cling to a religion. Which I believe is probably partly true. I don’t think as Christians we should isolate ourselves from what is going on around us. We need to learn the facts, study the science, and get involved. We need to encourage our young people to go into science and politics and perhaps even economics. (I am biased on that one 🙂 ) We need to become agents of change-promoting the Green Revolution, being informed on the economy, and becoming passionate about all areas of politics.
note: I do think we still need missionaries and pastors. But I think we should be careful about what we label as ministry or Christian service. I am preparing myself for a battlefield and mission field that is hostile towards Christians. and I truly believe that my desire to pursue Economics is spiritual in every sense of the word.
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Hungerlove
A beautiful love song written from God to us by one of my new favorite bands.. Connersvine.
It seems Your fixed forever
In a world so close to here
though I see you running from me
The more you run the more your near
Cause I was there in the beginning
And I will be there in the end
With a heart that’s beating for you
And a love that wants to mendCan you feel my love arising
falling down from up above
Can you see my heart’s horizon
Can you feel my hunger love
When the world has left you lonely
and you’ve finally had enough
you’ll know my feet are running
running for my hunger loveLet me show you perfect passion
Let me take you far away
From a life without direction
Where you’ve played it safe
Welcome to the days of danger
Risk and security
Where love will change your nature
If you will just believeCan you feel my love
Can you taste my love
Feel My love
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From a dear friend..
A dear friend sent this to me today and it was exactly what I needed.. God has a way of working just how and when you need Him. Be encouraged today.
I want to encourage and challenge you to do something today, as well as the rest of this week. Isaiah 43 says that we are REDEEMED–beautiful in Him and that we are HIS. He has called YOU by NAME. 2 Cor 5 says that we have been made into a NEW CREATION and that we are the Lord’s righteousness. And Romans 8 says there is NO MORE condemnation. Oh, the beauty of liberation. i want you to allow the Lord to let only Him satisfy you completely. He wants all of you in exchange for all of Him. Anything you find beautiful–sunsets, sunrises, the waves of the ocean, the stars that serve no purpose but to be stared at in awe, the many flowers you see on the side of the road when driving, and the color the Lord put into this world–THAT is how Christ is romancing your heart. These things weren’t necessary by any means, but He wanted to remind us that we are His bride and His beloved. 🙂 Hang tight, Amanda. Every day is a new day…ah, I love that. 🙂 If you ever need to talk, it’s what the Body is here for–i’m only a phone call or a message away! I’ll be praying for strength and wisdom and clarity. Not sure why, but it’s what Jesus is telling me to do.
