• Community

    Alive

    I took this quote from a friend..

    Don’t ask yourself what the world needs. ask yourself what makes you come alive, and go

    do that, because what the world needs is people who have come alive. -Howard Thurman
    I read it today and realized that this is my current dilemma. I have not quite yet figured out what makes me come alive. I do know that I felt the most alive while I was in Africa and that teaching does not always make me feel super alive. So this is my prayer and pursuit. That I will find that passion that truly makes me come alive..and that I will have the courage to follow it no matter what.

  • Conquering Fears

    Running Machine

    I have gotten bit by the running bug! I am seriously addicted. It just feels amazing and is a good way to just get away for a bit. I love the way I feel and I mean, running by the ocean is not something I have the chance to do back home.

    The other good thing is, I have met an amazing couple here who are also avid runners and they have been picking me up for all the races and for an occasional run throughout the week. They are great! I am so thankful for them and the female competition on this island is pretty much kicking my butt into gear! I am running with professional athletes-pretty cool!
    Yesterday, we left around 6:30am and went up to this place called The Grotto. We left from there and ran down the most beautiful trail through the jungle, up and down Banzai and Suicide Cliffs and back..it was stunning! The views of the ocean are simply breathtaking. I never get tired of it. We finished our run with a quick swim which felt amazing! I am really enjoying getting to know them too-they have led the most interesting life and always keep me entertained. Plus, they are in slightly better shape than me so it pushes my butt to work a little harder!
  • Community

    My First 10k

    After today, I am convinced I have a loose screw somewhere. I decided to run a 10K this morning. First 10k race I have ever run, although surely not my last! However, this was not your normal 10k. No, this race was mostly through the jungle. And I am not talking path through the jungle, I am talking rocky, twisty, vine-covered jungle. At one point, I grabbed a branch two seconds before my head would have gone smashing into it. and it has been raining so much here that it was slippery. But boy was it a fun race! and it ended pretty well too!

    So here’s out the morning went. Woke up at 4:30am. Ate breakfast. A wonderfully amazing couple named Ben and Rebecca picked me up at 5:30am to take me to the race. We get there, get signed in, and then the announce starts giving instructions. First thing he says is, well, it is definitely longer than a 10k. Great, I think..not only am I running through the jungle, but now I am running more than 6.2 miles. So we start at 6:30am and run uphill for the first 30 minutes. Literally straight up a hill. But trust me, that was the best part of the run. We make our first turn and I get lost! Leave it to me..thank goodness I only got lost for about 2 mins and turned around and found the correct path through the jungle. I would say half the course was through the jungle. It was tough-and so slick I walked quickly through most it. Then a gravel path that was again straight uphill. More jungle, only this time going downhill. Only thing worse than running uphill. Running downhill esp. when its wet. You have to tiptoe down to avoid slipping and falling flat on your back! When I finally made it back to the road I have never been more happy to run on concrete in my life! Finally something I could pick up some speed on. However, I was also very tired at this point. But I eventually found and passed the one runner I had been pacing with and ended up coming in second for the women!! Best part about it-I won $50! and I have never felt better about accomplishing a race.

    I did it! I ran over 6 miles through the jungle and while it was hard, it was BEAUTIFUL! I will have to try to find some pictures so you can see exactly what I am talking about!

    So one race down, many more to go! Next weekend-easy 4.7 mile run up and hill and back down!! My new friends Ben and Rebecca are going to pick me up and we are all going to do it!

  • Social Justice

    Walk in their shoes..

    This is the 9th week I have been in Saipan and it was an awful week. One of those where you step back and question, “Why am I here?” But today is Friday and one of my favorite song’s is playing right now…

    “and I will live to carry your compassion
    To love a world that’s broken
    to be your hands and feet
    and I will give
    with the life that I have been given
    and go beyond religion to see the world be changed
    by the power of your name”
    and it sorta puts things into perspective. Because today I am breathing. and I still have a job. Which on my small island is something 1,400 can’t say today. Our government is shut down until a balanced budget is passed. Scary. So I will focus on the fact that I am here because God has called me here and because I can be the hands and feet of Jesus here. So while my week was less than great, it is over and tomorrow is a new day and a new week will start and provide a fresh slate for teaching, life, and all of the things that it consists of!
  • Community

    YEAH Training

    I spent part of the day Saturday at a resort for training for this YEAH program I am the advisor for. I got to bring my 8 students with me and Anna, the third grade teacher came along as well. My students did excellent. I was SO proud of them! They had some really really good ideas for how to improve the health and fitness in our school. And they got pretty excited about the project. Not to mention they fed us some amazing food and gave us some really good information. It was one of the first days I can say I truly am starting to love my job. Yes, I have always liked it, but Saturday was just a cool opportunity to see some of my students in a different environment and to get to do something a little more fun! As much as I enjoy planning lessons and writing tests, I think this project will be a nice break and give me a chance to really mentor and work with some of my students in a more one-on-one basis. Plus it will benefit the school as a whole because being healthy is always a good thing!

    The training was in Garapan which is a more touristy part of Saipan so Anna and I spend the rest of the afternoon acting like tourists:) It was so fun!!! We took pictures, bought souvenirs, and got ice cream at McDonald’s. (I realize we spent all morning learning about health, but both of us run enough that we could justify it) I love hanging out with her! It is so nice to have someone here to enjoy the island and act like a tourist for the afternoon. 🙂

  • Community

    Half-Marathon Training..GO!

    I have wanted to run one for awhile. I started training before I left for Saipan, but sorta fell off the course in the midst of moving and settling in here. But I have been running almost everyday and have gotten to the point where I can run 4 miles easily and ran 6 the other day. So I found a training program and started yesterday! I don’t necessarily have a specific race in mind, but there are half marathons every other weekend here so it shouldn’t be a problem to find one to run when I am finished with the training. I plan on doing one in early January-they have a winter festival of runs. Which makes me laugh because there is no winter here..although I have heard that by January the rain has stopped and the weather is beautiful. Sunny, not so hot, and perfect I have been told. Seems like a good time to run my first half! And Saipan just seems like the perfect place to do it..so much of this experience has been about getting out of my comfort zone and trying new things..why not tackle 13.1 miles? 🙂

    So here goes the beginning of many weeks of running…good thing the scenery is so beautiful!:)
  • Community

    YEAH

    Never a dull moment in my life-even when I move to the other side of the world on a small island, I can always find plenty to do! So I have been named supervisor for a project called YEAH-Youth Engaging in Advancing Health. I will be in charge of my school in promoting healthy activity and eating. The project is being funded by the Public School System and I am pretty excited about it. I have gathered myself a little team of 10 5th and 6th graders to help me and we will be working all year on this. First order of business, I get to go to training! I will be spending my Saturday at a resort eating and learning all about this project. It will be fun to meet some more people and get some tools to help my students and school. I have to admit I am pretty excited. I think it will be a very fun project to work on!

    I will probably keep you updated on it because talking about the amazing weather, the beach, and the island is probably boring you all..hee hee!
    So off I go to get SCS healthy, active, and happy:)
  • Faith

    This is how they will know you are My disciples..

    ..if you have love one for another. John 13:35.

    Love.
    We hear so much about it. and lately, I have been thinking about it a lot. Perhaps because I am falling in love, but I think more than that because God has been challenging me in the way I think about love. The message in church this morning was on love and unity within the body of Christ. I have been reading several books on love and forgiveness. I have been studying the teachings of Christ. It all leads me to this question..where is the love? (insert Black Eyed Peas song)
    But seriously, where is the love within the body of Christ? No, not the self-serving, self-deserving, holier-than-thou love that only loves the people that are easy to love. But the love that causes people to stop and ask questions? The love that feeds the hungry and clothes the naked. The love that forgives our enemies and prays for them. The love that accepts everyone exactly where they are-gay, free, slave, black, white, liberal, republican-and then loves them into a relationship with our Savior. The love that looks like Christ. The love that looks into all of humanity eyes and sees Christ. The kind of love that takes courage because it is different. God is continually challenging me in this-how can I increase my love for those around me? and He is giving me some very good opportunities to decided whether I am going to take the hard road and love or take the easy road and simply hang out with my “group”. You see, that’s how the world is supposed to be able to pick out the followers of Christ-by their love. Not by their stands on the military, the government, abortion, or homosexuality. Not by their often legalistic, self-rightous, judgmental attitude. They should be able to pick us out of a crowd because of our love.
    So that is my challenge. I am going to spend the next several months really digging into what love looks like and figuring out how to change my life so that I will be known by that. God is stirring up my heart and thoughts so I am just going to run with it. I mean, what have I got to lose?
  • Life Adventures

    Reality check


    I live here.

    I was sitting on a ferry today heading to snorkel on a small island called Managaha when it just hit me. I live here. I am not visiting. I am not passing through. I am not a tourist (even though sometimes I act like one!). I actually live here. I have an address, an apartment, friends, a church, and a job. And yet everyday, I wake up to the smell of the ocean, spend my days teaching students from all over the world, and my weekends exploring the beauty of God’s creation. Pictures just don’t do it justice. It is absolutely the most beautiful place I have ever been. I am still in awe of the different blues in the ocean, how green the plants are, the beautiful flowers, the fish that come in every shape, color, and size you can imagine, and the amazing variety of people that call Saipan home. I absolutely love it. After a kinda rough week, it was just an awesome reminder that this is where I am supposed to be. Looking out at the beauty both above and below the water, I realized that this is not an opportunity that everyone gets nor that comes up everyday so I am going to enjoy it and live life to the fullest while I am here. I am going to throw myself into relationships and experiences and soak up the sun every chance I get. And as I sit in my bed and get ready to sleep, I can’t help but be thankful for each day that I am here.
  • Faith

    Just some thoughts..

    So today I had three prep hours instead of my normal one. It was so nice because I have not been feeling well. I think I ate something that did not agree with me and needless to say the past 24 hours have been rough. I went home yesterday and slept for a little while, ate, and went back to sleep at around 9. Today has been much better and not having to teach two of my classes was a blessing from God. I was able to get a lot done and almost have all my planning done for next week. Which doesn’t seem to matter much because I rarely get done what I think I will. I try very hard, but sometimes I am finding that it is better to go with my students than try to cram in whatever lesson I wanted to. I can’t do this all the time, but sometimes it ends up much better than I had planned. I am slowly starting to get a handle on this teaching thing, it’s not easy. But I like it most days. 🙂

    On a side note, being a teacher on a small island has given me lots of time to think. and I am pretty sure I have come up with what I think is the next step. I am still praying because it is early in my time here. Church is Sunday was on using your spiritual gifts to their maximum and it was exactly the reminder/message I needed. So when the time is right, I will reveal to you the plan! Until then stay posted for more from Saipan..