..to have no plan!!!
Basically, for once in my life, I have absolutely no clue what is next and I am totally okay with that! Folks, that is a huge testament of the grace of God for two months ago that sentence would have thrown me into a full-fledged panic attack. In fact, two months ago that statement did throw me into one. But God is faithful and through a series of events has brought me to a place of embracing and even, perhaps, being excited(?) about not having plan. Yes-me! The master of planning everything to the tiniest detail has thrown caution to the wind and stepped out into the unknown of the future with no plan, just a whole lot of passion.
Therefore, I have decided that I will be home in May and will not be returning to Saipan. God has just given me peace that it is time to move on. I have done a lot of praying and soul searching and through that have realized that I want to be free to pursue those things I am passionate about. I have no clue what I will do next, but I can assure you that it will be far bigger than my wildest dreams could imagine because I have the Creator of the Universe painting the picture of my life. I mean, who would have guessed I would spend a week in Bali riding elephants? 🙂
