So I woke up this morning to it being 21 degrees outside and snow flakes starting to fall. Needless to say that was not the best way to start a Friday morning. Sadly, I hate snow. I don’t know why, but unless I can stay in bed, I would rather it be hot and sunny. When I graduate I am moving somewhere warm, although with my luck I will get a job in Michigan:)
but on to a different topic, besides for the weather this is my favorite time of year. I absoultely love the holidays!! They make me so happy!! and I can’t wait to be home with my family. College is alright..but nothing compares to my friends and family back home. Soon I will be home.
These past few weeks have been trying..spiritually, emotionally, physically..I am stressed, overwhelmed, and tired of school. And while I was home I didn’t get to see my other half for long which was sad..I miss her something awful. and school this semester has overall been hard. my classes aren’t easy..as much as I love my new major it is different, and different is hard. The one person in my life who I want to talk to, I refuse to speak to. I won’t even say hi because I am stubborn. and I need to just move on, but I have never been super good at that. Beyond that, I lost what makes me happy..somewhere in all the stuff I am doing, all the classes I am taking, and all the people around me..I forgot what makes me happy. I lost it..and I want it back. The joyful, enthusiastic, loving-life girl I used to be somehow got misplaced. and the glass half empty girl that replaced her is no fun. but I think break will be good for me. I am working..which makes me happy. and I will be home–with my family who have become my best friends. and with angela. and with my church. and with everything that does make me happy!!
back to studying..only 8 days left!!!!!!!!!
