I am going back to work…I don’t want to..I have no desire to put on my hat and apron and stand behind a counter for four hours smiling and taking people’s orders. I don’t know why I was so excited about going back..but I am dragging my feet utterly disgusted that I have to go. I don’t know why I hate to work so much. But I think it is more the people there..granted, I love my bosses..but I stand around for hours and hour not talking to anyone but the customers that come and go every few minutes..there is no communication between my co-workers and I. And for me..that is really really hard. I can’t hardly go two minutes without talking..even if it is to myself:) And now I am forced to go for hours. Needless to say, it is a definate struggle to make myself get in the car and drive to work.
But I will do..I will buckle down and go and attempt to make the best of it. Who knows maybe one of my few friends at work will be there. or maybe I will make a new friend. or maybe I will just some time to ponder the meaning of life:) hee hee. I have had plently of time to do that lately. And you know, I have come to one conclusion–I am a long way from where I would like to be and getting there is not going to be the easiest road. But I know that everyday I am falling more and more in love with my Savior and less and less in love with this world. As I have re-opened my Bible and re-connected with my high school friends, I have realized that there is something to be said for My Savior. He is quickly regaining His place as Lord and love of my life. Is it easy? no…but is it best..YOU BET!! so I am off to work and off to a new adventure! Life only comes around once and who knows how long I have to make an impact for Christ!
More later..
Amanda
