Ever feel like you try so hard and then in one moment all the effort is reduced to a pile of nothing? Ever wondered why you are doing what you are doing? That’s kinda how I’ve felt lately. I have really been working on my spiritual life. Something happened a few weeks ago that showed some things I needed to address. I realized I was not heading the direction I wanted to be. With God’s help I have worked at slowly going about solving them. But then, in one moment-I feel like it was pointless. I know it wasn’t..but it seems like my faults are broadcasted on a big screen while my victories are ignored. God knows me better though. He knows I would rather work for man’s praise then God’s. And I think that is why this keeps coming into my life. And I honestly think, until I learn the lesson, I am going to keep struggling with this. So I am going to work on it. And while my friends may only be able to point out the things I’m doing wrong, my God in heaven sees my triumphs. I should be working for future reward not earthly reward.
Just a thought..
Amanda
