For as long as I can remember, I have wanted to go into medicine. First I wanted to be a doctor, and then a nurse. So I applied for college and to nursing but..I keep having doubts. I’ve been torn up inside over it for the past few months..Honestly, ever since I found out I was going to have to get my blood drawn.. I’m terrified of needles. Plain and simple-the thought of them makes me shudder. But is it enough to make me re-think a whole career? I really want to say no..I know the answer is no..but it doesn’t help calm my nerves. It’s ridiculous-I wish I could tell my brain to shut up and stop thinking about it..it’s years away. Think about..I’m reconsidering a career choice because in two years I might have to get my blood drawn once? ok..so I’m a retard..and I’m really not going to change my mind..I don’t even want to start on what else I could do..so I will stick with nursing..and pray really hard that God gives me peace over the decision.
just some random thoughts..
Amanda
