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Confused

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Confused..

Have you ever been confused? I mean, like not knowing what was right or what was wrong. Perhaps you have had this feeling in math, or spanish. Or perhaps you have been confused about life..which way to go, who to believe, who to trust. It is an awful feeling..making you want to stand up and scream-“Someone show me the right way, someone prove I can trust you” and yet even if you did, no one would hear you. Perhaps, you have been confused about the state of a relationship..maybe things were ok, but now they aren’t speaking to you. Or there is a weird barrier there, that was once gone. Sometimes it seems like my life is spinng out of control-plummeting towards rock bottom faster then the speed of light. Sometimes I can’t compute the things in my head that are going on nor can I find a way to weed through. It’s as though a thick fog has settled, not allowing the travler to go any further. You could go in circles and never know it. Did you know God offers us a whole book to light the way. Proverbs 3:6b says, “..In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will guide your paths.” Jer.29:11 talks about the Lord knowing the plans for us. and there are numerous others. His whole word was given as an instruction for us..a guidebook to live this life. I am convinced that the times in my life, such as now, when I feel utterly confused, are the times i have lost sight of the goal and lost sight of my master and creator. They are the times I have not been as faithful in my bible reading, and when you put down the guidebook for life, it is very easy to get lost and end up confused. But “the righteous man falleth 7 times and gets back up” so, I am too getting back up..picking up the pieces and giving the mistakes back over to God. I’m tired of being confused-I am willing to go His direction and let His lamp light my path. I hope that you will too..confusion is an awful state to live on..and God is the God of peace..ready and open to give you anything you need.

aspiring writer, mom to two sweet boys, lover of adventure, people, Jesus, and hot tea

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